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Sure, we learn from our past mistakes; when its something like a math problem or a fridge left open...

Mon, 26 Mar 2012 22:59:00 +0900

Sure, we learn from our past mistakes; when its something like a math problem or a fridge left open overnight. But when it comes to people and relationships. I feel like I’m on a fucking merry go round…

“Nostalgia is denial - denial of the painful...

Fri, 16 Dec 2011 03:47:39 +0900

“Nostalgia is denial - denial of the painful present… the name for this denial is golden age thinking - the erroneous notion that a different time period is better than the one one’s living in - its a flaw in the romantic imagination of those people who find it difficult to cope with the present.”

~Paul (Michael Sheen) in Midnight In Paris

Still...

Mon, 24 Oct 2011 01:30:08 +0900

Reminiscing upon the nostalgic memories of what could have been.

조금만 더 기다리면 다시 올것만같았던 비가. 아예 그쳐버렸다. 소나기와 같았던 짧은 만남. 언젠가는 내가 예상치...

Sat, 01 Oct 2011 00:28:59 +0900

조금만 더 기다리면 다시 올것만같았던 비가. 아예 그쳐버렸다. 소나기와 같았던 짧은 만남. 언젠가는 내가 예상치 않을때 다시 난데없이 찾아오기만을 바랄뿐이다

어릴적 참 좋아했던 노래… John Lenon - Imagine Imagine there’s...

Sun, 18 Sep 2011 19:10:26 +0900

어릴적 참 좋아했던 노래…

John Lenon - Imagine

Imagine there’s no Heaven
It’s easy if you try
No hell below us
Above us only sky
Imagine all the people
Living for today

Imagine there’s no countries
It isn’t hard to do
Nothing to kill or die for
And no religion too
Imagine all the people
Living life in peace

You may say that I’m a dreamer
But I’m not the only one
I hope someday you’ll join us
And the world will be as one

Imagine no possessions
I wonder if you can
No need for greed or hunger
A brotherhood of man
Imagine all the people
Sharing all the world

You may say that I’m a dreamer
But I’m not the only one
I hope someday you’ll join us
And the world will live as one

여행 생각 그리고 추억

Sat, 30 Apr 2011 02:58:00 +0900

가끔.. 어디론가 훌쩍 떠나고 싶은데,
아무데도 갈 곳이 없을때가 있다.

가끔.. 아주 바쁘게 살고 싶은데,
아무것도 할 일이 없을때가 있다.

가끔.. 내얘기 들어줄 사람이 필요할때,
아무도 내옆에 없을때가 있다.

가끔.. 마냥 웃고만 싶은데,
아무 이유없이 눈물이 흐를 때가 있다.

가끔.. 사는게..
참 외롭다는 생각이 들때가 있다…

- 여행,생각 그리고 추억 中에서.. -

Perseverance

Sun, 10 Apr 2011 21:34:40 +0900

Nobody trips over mountains. It is the small pebbles that causes you to stumble. Pass all the pebbles in your path and you will find you have crossed the mountain.

(Richard Calyderman - Ballade pour Adeline) 때로는 웃게하고 때로는...

Fri, 08 Apr 2011 02:23:00 +0900

(Richard Calyderman - Ballade pour Adeline)

때로는 웃게하고

때로는 울게하고

때로는 감동주고

때로는 위로해주고

때로는 힘을주는

음악

나이, 종교, 성별, 인종과 무관하게

사람의 마음을 만지고 움직이는 힘을 가진 음악.

그런 음악에 대한 사랑과 애정을 품어준 이 노래.5살 밖에 안된 어린 민수는 하루종일 이 곡 밖에 안들었지 ㅋ
무.한.반.복 ㅋ(자기전에 음악을 무한반복해놓고 잠들었다 ㅎ)

이 곡에 너무 빠져있어서

부모님께 피아노사달라고 땡깡부리던 기억들…

그리고 못이겨 피아노 사러 가는 기억이 아직도 생생히 난다.

샵 중앙에 눈부시게 반짝이던 검정색 그랜드피아노.

결국 그랜드 피아노는 아니지만 아직도 20년 넘게 우리집 거실에 자리잡고있는

검정색 야마하 피아노.

이 곡을 들으면. 어린 시절의 풋풋함?이 생각난다.

만화를 보면서 발명가가 되겠다는 꿈을 키웠고

음악은 좋아했지만, 레슨은 너무 싫어했었다.

공부는 좋아하는 과목만 했고, 숙제는 무지 귀찮아했다

소설을 좋아했고, 소설만 읽는다고 혼났었다ㅎ

싸우디는 비가 3년에 한번와서 비오는 날을 엄청 좋아했었다

(한번 비오면 폭우가 와서 학교가 없었기때문인가? ㅎ)

음악 한곡에 빠지면, 질릴때까지 무한반복으로 들었다.

토요일 아침 모두 자고있을때 고요한 브런치 해먹는걸 즐겼었다.

항상 어긋나는 짝사랑만 해왔다.

TV에 볼만한게 CNN밖에 없어서 세계사에 관심이 많았다.

첼로 시작하고도 여전히 연습하는걸 싫어했었다.

자전거 타고 여기저기 새로운 곳을 찾아 다니는걸 좋아했었다.

그리고 장르를 불문하고 음악을 좋아했다.

ㅋ 생각해보면 그때나 지금이나. 변한게 별로 없구나.

“Jorge, I’m the President of the United States. You...

Tue, 05 Apr 2011 00:13:00 +0900

“Jorge, I’m the President of the United States. You think I gotta go borrow somebody’s computer? Hey man you gotta computer? “ -Barack Obama

Pebbles in a Pond

Thu, 31 Mar 2011 22:59:03 +0900

Oct. 12 2009

some things were meant to end

some things were never meant to start

in a world of beginnings and endings

we crave to control when to start, and when to stop

the alpha and the omega,

what comes in between does not seem to matter as much,

but the start and the finish must come in our terms

not knowing that our dire desires

mean as little as a pebble in a pond

we our frustrated by our helplessness

our vulnerability

I guess everything boils down to one answer, conformity

to be in accord with the unforeseen beginnings, or lack of

to deal with the abrupt endings

and to prepare oneself for new starting points,

whenever and however it may come at you.

Like a child, not wanting to believe that Santa is just a story,

I try to make myself believe that everything is just a dream,

but, once again

I am forced to be in truce with my bleak reality

conformance will come…

sooner or later.

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Mar. 3 2010

the truth still holds,

some things were meant to end

some things were never meant to start

but,

feeble minded as we are,

who are we to know

what was meant to end

and what was never meant to start

conformity and acceptance,

while in certain situations, can be wiser than

blind faith and stubborn denial,

isnt the only choice we have in life

why not take the road less traveled?

what lies at the end of the road

will never be known

unless traveled upon

still like a child,

frightened by the lonely crooked road,

still wishing everything was just a dream

but this time,

I will not be forced to conformity,

my weapon of choice:

Prayer,

Patience,

Perseverance,

and an undying Passion in my heart,

I will take the road less traveled

In response to those who say to stop dreaming and face reality I say keep dreaming and make it...

Thu, 31 Mar 2011 20:29:57 +0900

In response to those who say to stop dreaming and face reality

I say keep dreaming and make it reality.

As always this too will pass.

Tue, 08 Mar 2011 16:32:40 +0900

As always this too will pass.

오랜만에 본 물랑루즈. 역시 음악이 좋아ㅎ

Fri, 21 Jan 2011 12:06:02 +0900

오랜만에 본 물랑루즈.

역시 음악이 좋아ㅎ

As blurry as it may seem, life goes on… I guess

Thu, 20 Jan 2011 18:57:00 +0900

As blurry as it may seem, life goes on… I guess

A little YoYo Ma and Ennio Morricone to start off the...

Wed, 12 Jan 2011 09:44:00 +0900

A little YoYo Ma and Ennio Morricone to start off the day.

Sleepless in Seoul

Tue, 11 Jan 2011 20:54:19 +0900

Sleepless in Seoul